Time to buck up my ideas

Well that's that. The NYE party was OK but not fantastic and we were home by 1 o'clock.

 I was hopeful of some loving action but my wife sent clear signals that she just wanted to sleep. 

I watched her peel off her clothes down to some nice underwear and felt a little disappointed that she wouldn't take a cane or a paddle to my blue pantied bottom. We went to bed.

This morning was a chores morning and by lunch-time I had a real downer on how 2013 might be shaping up.

She sensed my gloom and told me that if I continued in this bad mood then nothing interesting would happen for a long while.

I tried to shake up my ideas but even as I write this I am still feeling melancholic about the year to come. 

Will 2013 be a bad year work wise I wonder?

I will make a big effort this evening to bring myself around and do something to please my wife.

I am only too aware what would lift me onto the sunlit slopes, but I know better than to ask for it.